she ...

its 3am now as i type this entry ... cant quite sleep ...gonna have 9am class ... arhhh ...just this afternoon i had near death experience ...was on my way to meet phyllis for dinner ... yes i was a reckless pedestrian... a big bus was blocking my view of the incoming traffic on the other side of the road ... sort of dashed across ...i ended up at most 15 cm away from having a taxi running over me ... and yes that particular taxi was travelling at speed enough to kill ... i could seriously feel it swoosh pass my face ...i frooze ... no there was no tunnel of light ... and no i did not see my life flash before my eyes in an instant ... i just frooze ... recollected myself and cross over to the other side of the road ... i guess its not time for me die yet .. ok ...but thats not the point ...the funny thing is that at that very moment ... i was actually worried that i might not see her again ... nope its not my parents, family or friends ...but her ... if anyone were to ask me how important she is to me ... i guess this would be a good indication ....