tired ...

mummy ... i don't know what to do anymore.... i have tried ... but nothing seems to please you ... nothing i have done is ever good enough for you ... if you hate me so much ... why bring me to this world ? after all ... im just an accident... an unwanted child ....so please ... stop screaming at me ... just stop ... silence on my part does not mean im all so willing to be something that you can vent your frustrations on ... im tired mummy ... i really am ....