The otherside ....
yah ... i went over to JB on wedsnesday ... with geoffrey, jaihui and tricia ...the two girls are geoff's classmates .. i think ? .. didnt sleep well the previous nite .. resulting in me having to drag myself all over the place ... the food !!! cheap .. dirt cheap !!! ... geoff brought us to this place that i thought was really cool ... its open air ... malay concept of alfresco chill out place ..?? yah .. they have .. erm i dunno wat u call them .. tree houses ??... little huts all over the place ..and theres live music !!! really nice and cosy ... if only they play lounge music .. ha .. ok heres the 1st picture that i took with geoff since i knew him ... neo-prints not counted ... yes i know ...we took ONE neo-print .. youth would be a good excuse ..
i remembered when i was young .. i used to bug my parents for a younger sibling ...like a younger sister ..(i have no plans of sharing toys with a younger brother) just so that i'll have someone to play with ... coz my sister is 7 years older than me ...big generation gap yah ..i was thinking that if i really were to have a younger sister .. she would then most probably be around 21 or 22 ..? yah like tricia's and jaihui's age ... talkative maybe ? bugs me for favours like what i did to my sis ? hogs my comp for hours ? takes my stuff and never to return ? shares gossip about her frens n bitches about how tough school was ? complains to mum about how i always bully her ? ha .. yah watever ..looking at the girls kind of rekindled the thought ....
during the trip i was constantly reminded of how long it has been since i last stepped into a church ... on and off the topic would switch towards churches ..services ..sermons ... grace ... yes grace .. i used to say it ... but not anymore ... all these seems very distant to me ... maybe im lazy ... or worse ... maybe i've lost faith...
a few weeks ago i overheard a fren saying that he'll never be a christian ...he says that the religion is getting so commercialised that it would never appeal to the lower income families ... he asked if the lower income families would really be accepted by their richer counterparts .. i really dunno how to answer him ... it isn't about religion anymore ... this might just be a social problem... what happens to those that were not given a chance to get to know God ? .. will they be accepted in heaven ? how far away from heaven are they ? how far away from heaven am i ?
i remembered when i was young .. i used to bug my parents for a younger sibling ...like a younger sister ..(i have no plans of sharing toys with a younger brother) just so that i'll have someone to play with ... coz my sister is 7 years older than me ...big generation gap yah ..i was thinking that if i really were to have a younger sister .. she would then most probably be around 21 or 22 ..? yah like tricia's and jaihui's age ... talkative maybe ? bugs me for favours like what i did to my sis ? hogs my comp for hours ? takes my stuff and never to return ? shares gossip about her frens n bitches about how tough school was ? complains to mum about how i always bully her ? ha .. yah watever ..looking at the girls kind of rekindled the thought ....
during the trip i was constantly reminded of how long it has been since i last stepped into a church ... on and off the topic would switch towards churches ..services ..sermons ... grace ... yes grace .. i used to say it ... but not anymore ... all these seems very distant to me ... maybe im lazy ... or worse ... maybe i've lost faith...
a few weeks ago i overheard a fren saying that he'll never be a christian ...he says that the religion is getting so commercialised that it would never appeal to the lower income families ... he asked if the lower income families would really be accepted by their richer counterparts .. i really dunno how to answer him ... it isn't about religion anymore ... this might just be a social problem... what happens to those that were not given a chance to get to know God ? .. will they be accepted in heaven ? how far away from heaven are they ? how far away from heaven am i ?
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